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the wallflower
Wallflower (wall·flow·er)
Definition
- One who does not participate in the activity at a social event because of shyness or unpopularity.
- A lady at a ball, who, either from choice, or because not asked to dance, remains a spectator.
As the term suggests, I shy away from a lot of things, parties and balls/dances being top 1 and top 2 respectively.
I'm a small girl you won't probably notice in a crowd. On top of that, I'm a natural klutz, the holder of a seemingly record-breaking list of misplaced items, an amateur anything, and an over-thinker who oftentimes lets her head rule her heart.
I'm still normal okay, don't get me wrong. haha... I'm a kid at heart who is easily pleased with simple things. One who carries a pinch of optimism, a tinkling of charm, and loads of laughs. I'm still trying to find my place in this vast expanse, but I'm having tons of fun along the way.
I'll find that light someday, I'm sure! But for now, I'll slow things down a bit and enjoy the ride.
My life's not the most spectacular thing that you'll come across, but it's worth a look :)
my a-z
A aqua
B baking, books, broadway
C Canon 50D
D dancing, David Archuleta, DLSU, doodles, DS Lite
E E71, elephants
F fencing (foil), Filipina, Freeway
G GLEEk
H HTML/CSS
I -
J June 10
K Kamiseta, Kostka QC
L Latter-day Saint (Mormon), lime green
M Malteasers
N Nancy Drew, necklaces
O OC
P pasta, piano, Psychology major
Q Quezon City
R -
S See's Rum Nougat, shrimp, singing (theatrical amateur), single, sour candies, spicy food, Stitch
T taekwondo black belt, traveling, Trumpets Playshopper, turtles
U -
V -
W Walt Disney, Warheads, Wicked (the musical), white thick-rimmed glasses
X
Y -
Z Zours
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Saturday, September 22, 2007, 3:24 PM
I don't want to go home. I'd rather bear with the noise of the barristers here in the dorm than be in the same room with one of my brothers or my dad.
Everything's falling apart, and I don't know what to do.
I used to talk to my brother, Lester, a lot. That was before he spent all his time with his girl, especially on the phone. Now, it's as if I don't even know him. There's nothing I can do about it anymore. Okay, I tried, but the stubborn kids won't listen, and if even they do, they take it in the most immature way. Bahala na sila. Basta right now, they are ill-supported by me.
Then there's my dad. Ever since I failed COMALGE, I feel like we've drifted apart and that he started looking down on me. The burden of failing after 17 years of success is bad enough for me, and he makes it even worse. I was honest with my dad, and what happened? It's as if he always finds a reason to be mad at me. I will shift so I'd never have to take that subject again, and he's still mad. Anong gusto niyang mangyari?!
My mom? Well, she's okay and I still get to talk to her. Medyo play safe na nga lang ako kasi isa rin yang fragile eh, ang daling magalit.
I'm lucky to have my youngest brother, David, around. It's only now that I'm becoming close to him because I used to hate his super childish behavior, but he's matured all of a sudden. It wasn't just me who noticed that. Our maid (and my ate), Ate Tess, is also one I can talk to about anything. They are the only reasons why I look forward to going home.
Seryoso, lumalaki na yung hinananakit ko sa pamilya ko. It's wrong, but they're giving me all the reasons to.
I still don't want to go home. Alliv, paampon na lang.
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Jenn A.
Friday, September 21, 2007, 9:35 PM
It's been like forever since I last updated my blog. Well anyway, I'm back. At least for now. So much has happened over the past months - things I've been proud of, and things that I just want to throw away forever. Emphasis on forever.
To tell you the truth, things haven't been going well for me lately. I've been in worse situations for me to start crying like a baby again. Dunno, maybe I'm just getting used to the feeling. Oh no.
What's seriously bothering me now is my shifting. Right now, I'm majoring in Political Science & Business Management. I've never enjoyed Political Science, but had to take it because it was what my parents wanted me to take before going off to law school. I've been bearing with it for almost a year (including prerequisites), and still continue to believe that my course wasn't for me at all.
Last Thursday, I finally decided to talk to my dad about shifting. In the end, he agreed, but it was a really long discussion. Ang dami pa kasing sinabi eh. I was like "What's a term of 6 units gone to waste compared to a whole lifetime full of paranoia and regret that I didn't graduate from the fight course?" and he blames me that I didn't shift sooner. HELLO?! Dinikta ninyo na mag PolSci ako! I already told you before that I didn't want to take it up, pero pinagpilitan eh. So now it's my fault?! Sheesh. Basta. Ng gulo niyang kausap.
Ayoko na. Basta nagtatampo na ako at mukhang galit pa siya sa akin.
Ang gulo na ng isip ko ngayon. I'll edit this when I clear my head of all this rubbish.
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Jenn A.
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the life list
Here's a list of things I want to do with my life. Hopefully, I'll be able to make most of these happen. I'll add more things as I come up with ideas.
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