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the wallflower
Wallflower (wall·flow·er)
Definition
- One who does not participate in the activity at a social event because of shyness or unpopularity.
- A lady at a ball, who, either from choice, or because not asked to dance, remains a spectator.
As the term suggests, I shy away from a lot of things, parties and balls/dances being top 1 and top 2 respectively.
I'm a small girl you won't probably notice in a crowd. On top of that, I'm a natural klutz, the holder of a seemingly record-breaking list of misplaced items, an amateur anything, and an over-thinker who oftentimes lets her head rule her heart.
I'm still normal okay, don't get me wrong. haha... I'm a kid at heart who is easily pleased with simple things. One who carries a pinch of optimism, a tinkling of charm, and loads of laughs. I'm still trying to find my place in this vast expanse, but I'm having tons of fun along the way.
I'll find that light someday, I'm sure! But for now, I'll slow things down a bit and enjoy the ride.
My life's not the most spectacular thing that you'll come across, but it's worth a look :)
my a-z
A aqua
B baking, books, broadway
C Canon 50D
D dancing, David Archuleta, DLSU, doodles, DS Lite
E E71, elephants
F fencing (foil), Filipina, Freeway
G GLEEk
H HTML/CSS
I -
J June 10
K Kamiseta, Kostka QC
L Latter-day Saint (Mormon), lime green
M Malteasers
N Nancy Drew, necklaces
O OC
P pasta, piano, Psychology major
Q Quezon City
R -
S See's Rum Nougat, shrimp, singing (theatrical amateur), single, sour candies, spicy food, Stitch
T taekwondo black belt, traveling, Trumpets Playshopper, turtles
U -
V -
W Walt Disney, Warheads, Wicked (the musical), white thick-rimmed glasses
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Y -
Z Zours
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Sunday, March 07, 2010, 1:43 PM
 I finally admitted to myself just last Friday that maybeee I really do like this guy. Well, sort of. I'm not sure yet actually (okay, I'm not making sense anymore). He was never someone I thought I could ever crush on because he's a friend, but I do know that there a lot of qualities about him that I like, but not the person who possesses these qualities. Why the sudden change then? This all started as, guess what - A JOKE. Yes, a joke. Funny. I've been kidding around that I like this and that about him, then someone suddenly asked "Bakit di na lang siya yung crush mo?". I laughed it off actually, but when I got home, I thought about it and there. There was a weird, unexplainable feeling. The thought of me liking him made me laugh, but it made sense. A lot of it. Didn't help that I've rediscovered how much I love the song, He Brought Me To You, either. I just watched Stardust too (and I regret not watching it on the big screen by the way) yesterday, and it left me all giddy inside. heehee~ The cheesiness - not helping. haha! I told 3 friends about it because I could not contain myself any longer. Funny thing was they were able to tell who it was on the first try! I wonder what gave me away... Anyway. All three approve, but I don't think I want to agree just yet. We'll see, I mean. How am I? I FEEL AWESOME! Funnier thing - I've been smiling excessively since last Wednesday and there really is no way to describe the feeling. I was starting to think pa naman na hindi na ako marunong kiligin. Wrong! haha! What makes the feeling better is that I'm not even thinking about the guy not liking me and all that. It's not a problem at all! If he likes me too, then great, but if he doesn't, it's all good. I'm just enjoying the feeling while it lasts and while it still matters, no expectations attached. People do tend to overlook things that are already right in front of their eyes. That's the funniest thing of all - finally seeing the sense in something that once seemed vague and impossible. I've known this guy for a long time, but not once have I considered really liking him. Once you see past your biases and so-called "requirements" though, you'll see that you've been wasting time looking for something which you already had to begin with. Silly, right? There's the semi-crushing state for you: funny and flighty; uncertain yet satisfying. Overall great feeling, definitely one to cherish..♥ Labels: creative, the crush files
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Jenn A.
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the life list
Here's a list of things I want to do with my life. Hopefully, I'll be able to make most of these happen. I'll add more things as I come up with ideas.
43 Things
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