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the wallflower
Wallflower (wall·flow·er)
Definition
- One who does not participate in the activity at a social event because of shyness or unpopularity.
- A lady at a ball, who, either from choice, or because not asked to dance, remains a spectator.
As the term suggests, I shy away from a lot of things, parties and balls/dances being top 1 and top 2 respectively.
I'm a small girl you won't probably notice in a crowd. On top of that, I'm a natural klutz, the holder of a seemingly record-breaking list of misplaced items, an amateur anything, and an over-thinker who oftentimes lets her head rule her heart.
I'm still normal okay, don't get me wrong. haha... I'm a kid at heart who is easily pleased with simple things. One who carries a pinch of optimism, a tinkling of charm, and loads of laughs. I'm still trying to find my place in this vast expanse, but I'm having tons of fun along the way.
I'll find that light someday, I'm sure! But for now, I'll slow things down a bit and enjoy the ride.
My life's not the most spectacular thing that you'll come across, but it's worth a look :)
my a-z
A aqua
B baking, books, broadway
C Canon 50D
D dancing, David Archuleta, DLSU, doodles, DS Lite
E E71, elephants
F fencing (foil), Filipina, Freeway
G GLEEk
H HTML/CSS
I -
J June 10
K Kamiseta, Kostka QC
L Latter-day Saint (Mormon), lime green
M Malteasers
N Nancy Drew, necklaces
O OC
P pasta, piano, Psychology major
Q Quezon City
R -
S See's Rum Nougat, shrimp, singing (theatrical amateur), single, sour candies, spicy food, Stitch
T taekwondo black belt, traveling, Trumpets Playshopper, turtles
U -
V -
W Walt Disney, Warheads, Wicked (the musical), white thick-rimmed glasses
X
Y -
Z Zours
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Thursday, June 21, 2007, 8:17 PM
 Alliv's last blog entry had a Friendster horoscope in it, so I had the craziest idea to check my horoscope, especially since I don't really believe in the junk horoscopes contain. This time, however, my horoscope was true.
According to my Friendster horoscope: "Talking and socializing should take up as much of your day as possible -- you will get a huge kick out of chitchat with your friends. Today, it's all about who has a crush on whom, what the hottest new trend is, and where everyone is hanging out. Sure, it might not be the most compelling or 'important' stuff there is to talk about, but it adds a nice level of balance to your life, which recently has been filled with too many heavy issues."
I should really shut up more often. I'm getting paranoid all over again. I know I said something wrong a while ago that made a little thing seem like something else, and for that that I'm sorry... It wasn't what it seemed like, nagkataon lang talaga... Sorry ulit... I won't do it again...
I also started thinking again... Migz told me to "be more sensitive, you're already 18"... I haven't been acting like it, and I'm sorry again for that... I've never taken comments like "isip bata" or "para ka namang bata" seriously, but I guess I really do have to take things more seriously from now on... I said before that I don't want to grow up, but I think it's time that I should. I'll grow up, promise. It might just take a little more time for me. I'll change - in little steps I promise I will...
My smile record has been broken today too... I was sooo in my "say hi to everyone" mood when I started my day, but I got stuck in a rut just when I thought the day was over. I feel horrible right now - my arms and legs hurt, plus I feel I want to cry again and I don't even know why. I can't ruin things for myself, especially since it was like I was given a second chance to get things right. I can't allow the past to repeat itself, that's stupid. Who would end up regretful? Me. I've been through too much drama in the past not to learn anything from it, I can't start crying like a little girl again. I hate this ugly feeling... I HATE IT! I wish it would just go away in a blink of an eye. I wish this would all be gone when I wake up in the morning...
Our drills in fencing a while ago were so tiring... I could feel my knees shaking, not the feeling I was looking forward to at all... My legs are so sore from training... Gonna rest now... Bye...
Labels: erase from memory, reality check
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Jenn A.
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the life list
Here's a list of things I want to do with my life. Hopefully, I'll be able to make most of these happen. I'll add more things as I come up with ideas.
43 Things
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