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the wallflower  Wallflower (wall·flow·er)
As the term suggests, I shy away from a lot of things, parties and balls/dances being top 1 and top 2 respectively. I'm a small girl you won't probably notice in a crowd. On top of that, I'm a natural klutz, the holder of a seemingly record-breaking list of misplaced items, an amateur anything, and an over-thinker who oftentimes lets her head rule her heart. I'm still normal okay, don't get me wrong. haha... I'm a kid at heart who is easily pleased with simple things. One who carries a pinch of optimism, a tinkling of charm, and loads of laughs. I'm still trying to find my place in this vast expanse, but I'm having tons of fun along the way. I'll find that light someday, I'm sure! But for now, I'll slow things down a bit and enjoy the ride. My life's not the most spectacular thing that you'll come across, but it's worth a look :)
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008, 2:10 AM
 I haven't blogged in ages. Though things have gone well since I took a break from blogging, I'd have to say otherwise for the things that have been happening for the past two weeks. One. I don't know if I'm just wasting my time attending training every Tuesday and Thursday from 3-6. Yes, fencing. I'm giving up on myself already. I've been training for 7 months now, and I don't think I'm getting any better. I can't get my en garde right, my free fencing sucks, and I keep mixing my taekwondo skills with the stuff I'm taught in fencing. Makes me think - do I really know what I'm doing? Also, we're all told to train in Ultra everyday until UAAP, but I don't think I have the right to be there. I'm saving my dignity - I'll look like an idiot training there when I'm doing everything wrong. I'll bring to shame to myself and my teammates. Best not train there for the meantime. With all this said, I somehow find myself to confined to what I believe - fencing is not for me. The words of encouragement I get from my friends don't seem to stick to me anymore. Hmm... Is it because I've been right all along? Geez. Two. HIM. Yes, a guy is bothering me. I've long been suspecting that he was gay, but still hoped that I was wrong. I hoped that maybe he was just a metrosexual or something. I kept joking to my friends "iiyak ako pag nalaman kong bading siya". Guess what? It came true. Just yesterday, I found out that he is gay. I know almost every guy I ever liked in school is gay and I didn't mind, but this one's different. I can't explain why I likeD him so much, I just do (how much I likeD him is another story though). This is one time I wish I weren't right. Just so things are clear, I wasn't crying because I know I wouldn't ever get into a serious relationship with him (believe me, I knew that from the very beginning). I just didn't want him to be gay. Nanghinayang lang rin siguro. He's not good looking, but there's more to him than meets the eye (yes, for once di ko siya nilalait). This has gotta be my all-time low. Silly me for making such a bad joke. Three. I can't take in your bossy know-it-all attitude anymore. You know who you are. What's more is that there are others who don't seem to appreciate your terms of endearment very much. Please, try not to come out to strong okay? You're my friend, I wouldn't want something this shallow to ruin our friendship. Four. Seeing a guy fall out of a girl's flirting prowess ONCE is bad enough, but seeing is TWICE is too much. Don't you think so? Five. March 17, 2008 is something to celebrate - it would mean I've survived a whole year after my dark ages. Why? Click HERE (March 16, 2007 entry). If you want to, you can read the entries before that too. March 16, 2007 only marked the end of the rumors, but the things that happened before and on that dreadful day still haunt me every now and then. I'm seriously going to indulge myself in anything I want to eat or buy on this day and let me finally say "it's over". No more paranoia, please? Six. My COMALGE section was dissolved last week. This is a problem for me because this is a prerequisite to a lot of subjects. I might even have to take summer classes. Delayed, Delayed, delayed (for the second time). Not everything was been this bad, in fact you wouldn't see a trace of sadness on my face for the past months. I have a new home, I've started attending Institute, I have new friends, and the list goes on. I was just greatly affected by the things that have been happening lately. I'm sorry for being overly dramatic. I know I promised myself I'd make this year a better one, but maybe I'll have to put that off (again) until... Hmm... Say, next month? -__-" I gotta get back on my feet again. "Failing is not is falling down - it's in not getting up at all." -Deep Within (a song from Trumpets' The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe) I know I'll get through this. I've got my loved ones nearby, what more Labels: erase from memory, mark my heart 0 comments Jenn A. |
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