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the wallflower
Wallflower (wall·flow·er)
Definition
- One who does not participate in the activity at a social event because of shyness or unpopularity.
- A lady at a ball, who, either from choice, or because not asked to dance, remains a spectator.
As the term suggests, I shy away from a lot of things, parties and balls/dances being top 1 and top 2 respectively.
I'm a small girl you won't probably notice in a crowd. On top of that, I'm a natural klutz, the holder of a seemingly record-breaking list of misplaced items, an amateur anything, and an over-thinker who oftentimes lets her head rule her heart.
I'm still normal okay, don't get me wrong. haha... I'm a kid at heart who is easily pleased with simple things. One who carries a pinch of optimism, a tinkling of charm, and loads of laughs. I'm still trying to find my place in this vast expanse, but I'm having tons of fun along the way.
I'll find that light someday, I'm sure! But for now, I'll slow things down a bit and enjoy the ride.
My life's not the most spectacular thing that you'll come across, but it's worth a look :)
my a-z
A aqua
B baking, books, broadway
C Canon 50D
D dancing, David Archuleta, DLSU, doodles, DS Lite
E E71, elephants
F fencing (foil), Filipina, Freeway
G GLEEk
H HTML/CSS
I -
J June 10
K Kamiseta, Kostka QC
L Latter-day Saint (Mormon), lime green
M Malteasers
N Nancy Drew, necklaces
O OC
P pasta, piano, Psychology major
Q Quezon City
R -
S See's Rum Nougat, shrimp, singing (theatrical amateur), single, sour candies, spicy food, Stitch
T taekwondo black belt, traveling, Trumpets Playshopper, turtles
U -
V -
W Walt Disney, Warheads, Wicked (the musical), white thick-rimmed glasses
X
Y -
Z Zours
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 12:16 PM
 My body still hurts from training last Monday... I'm sore all over, not just my legs now. I think I did a little better though, konti lang naman. And I was really happy because Joyce, Gazel, and Michael started training too! Too bad Ross wasn't there. I'm hoping the five of us (or more!) will train later at 3.
Anyway, my luck hasn't changed one bit since Saturday. I'm still under a lot of bad luck, but I did find my necklace though (the one I lost in my previous entry). I'm not mentioning everything that's been happening to me since Saturday anymore, you might not hear the end of it.
So I failed OBLICON. I didn't cry about it anymore because I knew it was coming. My GPA for that term is 1.750 only, which pulled my CGPA of 2.333 down to 2.263. It's not as big as my 2.640 to 2.307 shift though, so I think I'll get by... My grades just keep getting lower and lower, and to think I almost made it to Dean's List before... I guess I'm the only one who can answer "what's happening to me?". I have a pretty sure answer, and I'm not liking it at all. I have to pull my grades up next term...
My mom. Umagang-umaga pa lang sinisigawan na ako. WTH. It's times like these that I wish I were in the dorm where that irritating nag tone is miles away.
Then there's my dad. I mentioned in my previous entry about him being open to my driving to school thing, but just yesterday, he took it back ans told me to stay in the dorm. All these fantasies of me driving down Taft Avenue were forced to exit by these little clouds of anger - namely WTH, ButYouSaid, SlamTheDoor, IWishYouStuckToYourWord, and SilentTreatment to name a few. But what did I say? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Nor did I do anything that could have shown how pissed I was to hear that from a man who practically controls my life. I want to shout all this out, but I can't... I can't cry it all out either. My dad had put so many restrictions on me EVER SINCE I DISCOVERED MAKING DECISIONS, and now I think the past I let go of is racing through my mind once again because of the car thing... Gahh... I'll stop here, baka kung ano pa masabi ko tungkol sa tatay ko eh...
Thank goodness I have my brothers to talk to. Sure they're not perfect little angels, but I know I could always run to them if something's up. I have our maid, Ate Tess, to talk to too. She's one of the first people who I talk to when I have problems with my parents.
All I want to do right now is see my teammates and coaches. They never fail to make me feel better by just being there. I want to see my friends and leaders in Young Women too. I'm done playing this bad luck game. Can it end now please? Tama na...
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the life list
Here's a list of things I want to do with my life. Hopefully, I'll be able to make most of these happen. I'll add more things as I come up with ideas.
43 Things
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